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I often express my feelings by typing and writing it. Life is like a roller coaster, sometimes we're up and sometimes we're down. Now my life is more than that. Many things i have to learn and achieve but to do that i have to think wisely. For now im trying to figure things out. Azie.
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25 October 09

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Hello there earthlings. So as you all know im kinda new at this tumblr thingy. I dont know actually how it works but i’ll manage it : D Im trying to cheer myself up right now. My relationship is having a massive breakdown, hm i really think its over ) : I cant lie i love him so much, we’ve been together for almost five years now. Its hard to forget, i have try once but it didnt work. I need him but im just nothing to him. I cant do anything right. Imagine we fought everyday non-stop. I thought this relationship gonna last with happiness but it ends up worst.  He really took my words when i said dont text me no more and dont ever look after me no more, look what happened he really didnt text me or even call me ) : I really didnt mean it, i was so mad at him for lying. I felt my world turning upside down. I hope he’ll text me or call me sooner. I’ll wait for him to contact me for this one week and if he didnt thats mean he really is gettting over me ) : I felt like crying but i  dont want to, i just cried badly lastnight and it doesnt do me any good. I just wish i can turn back time and make things work. I did everything to cheer myself up but its not worth it, in my head there was always him ) : It aint easy to just forget about the person you really love who’s been with you for years. Im lost.

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