Hush.
Tomorrow i’ll have my dinner with my two siblings with their boyfriend and girlfriend. So i bring my man too. So there will be a couple night out, yeah! ( : I am really looking forward for tomorrow plan, hope it will go on well and fun. And hope theres no one else except for us. But i heard that my sister will be invinting someone which spoiled my mood and also my brother. That someone is the person that backstabbed us. I just dont understand that person, first we went on very well but then kaboom out of nowhere we became very cold. What went wrong actually? I didnt do nothing at all. I wont ever apologise to someone for no reason, im not that stupid. And how selfish that person is just using us all the way huh but this time she/he wont. Who does she.he think she/he is? The boss of mine? Slave? Unfornately my sister is hypnotise by his/hers words and promises. I can say my sister is stupid. She doesnt even noticed that person used her. Whatever, just hope that person will realised how wrong he/she is. Well for now i can understand he/she is still a 14year old kid, not mature enough. Sorry to say but you sucks! Im starting to hate that person. Thanks anyway for the past you used to made me laugh, share problems and etc. If you should say something to me, its better you say it straight to my face then just staring at me like i did something wrong to you. Think about it, if its about your dear friend who i hated thats okay i understand if you chose her than us. But so you know a friend like that you get nothing but dirty fame. Stop being the so-called naughty attitude its not worth it i’ve been there and i realised theres so much more thing to do than doing those stupid things. Having bad attitude is nothing to be proud of, infact you should be ashame of yourself. Besides you have long way to go. I know you think youre big enough to takecare of yourself and make decisions of your own but sorry youre wrong, dont be ego youre still a kid so accept the fact. Youre not ready to be called an adult. You still need your parents at the age like you. Im not trying to be harsh of even insult you, im not mature myself even im already 18 still i dont felt im an adult because i still have to learn how to be one. But as someone that is older than you, you should somehow take some advice and learn it from there. I know you have many problems, talk to someone if you had to. But makesure someone that you trust. Although i hate you but i still love you, youre one of my closest relatives how could i ever not love you. Hope you’ll change even just a bit.
