Weakness reveals.
My previous day was like HELL! Days goes by i felt the same. I dont even know myself anymore. I cant figured out whats going on with my phatethic life. My heart is falling to pieces ): Im weak and sad. Those pains and hatred hit me really bad, it really effects me. No im not saying that i am crazy, NO! Im just a girl that needs a cure for this pain. Im just a girl who wants to be love, miss, wanted and care. Theres many missing in my life. Its sad when you have to get through the days faking smile and tell everyone that everything its okay and its more painful when you had to keep everything to yourself. Im nothing but a sad girl who lives in a life she cant go through. Im ashamed and i let myself down. Sometimes i felt that i cant breathe, theres no air. Im hoping for a better life desperately )’:

